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Meat (ukulele demo)

by April O

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Very quick demo of a song I wrote a couple days ago. Doesn't really fit into my upcoming demos album, so I'm releasing it stand alone.

CW: self-harm

The album art uses the following:

"Laurent Honoré Marqueste (1848-1920) - Perseus Slaying Medusa (1890)" by ketrin1407 is licensed under CC BY 2.0. To view a copy of this license, visit creativecommons.org/licenses/by/2.0/?ref=openverse.

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Fuck me
I don't want to be here anymore
I'm just so tired
It's such a chore
To get out of bed
To find something to eat

I'd rather be dead
I'd rather be meat

There's a little voice inside my head
Constantly telling me to kill myself
and my loving family
Says they'll sue me for my meager wealth
After I'm dead
So I can't give it away to my friends
So I'm going to spend it all on drugs
and see where this train wreck ends

I don't want to be here anymore
I'm so fucking tired
I'll make myself a whore
and self-harm with fucking
I'll stay skinny
I won't eat

I'd rather be dead
I'd rather be meat

There's a little voice inside my head
and the tension's rising
Another fucking tranny suicide
Wow
So surprising
But my hollow lack of passion can also be real helpful, too
This song's only a cry for help
'Cause I don't have any follow through

I don't wanna be here anymore
I'm so fucking tired
But just like before
I'll drink water, I'll breathe air
I guess I'll find something to eat

But I'd rather be dead
And I'd rather be meat

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released July 25, 2022

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April O Vancouver, British Columbia

AKA Hurraypil Music

Trans woman. Electronic goofery and cutesy ukulele songs.

This is my musical diary, so a lot of the stuff here will be demos and experiments :)

I do commissions! If you would like custom made music, please shoot me an email ... more

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